a forgotten corner of myself

17
Feb

北方有佳人，绝世而独立。一顾倾人城，再顾倾人国。宁不知倾城与倾国？佳人难再得！
14
Feb

Valentino - “Le chant de coquelicot”
- pure movement
30
Jul

“up until now i’ve sworn to myself that i’m content with loneliness”
27
Feb

Sometimes, you think you are part of someone’s life. We share things with them, spend time with them and gather good memories with them. Then suddenly, they show you that no matter how much you want them to be part of you, it cannot happen. And inspite of what you have been through together, you realize that you are still strangers. And always have been.
8
Feb

Dad, see? I will be going to Beijing this summer. Be with me.
3
30
Jan

why?

it’s heart rending to sit there and watch the history repeating itself and there is nothing you can do about it. I can’t believe I’m going through this again, to slowly lose someone you consider the most precious.
10
Nov

It's too beautiful it makes you want to cry.

I think anyone of us strives to be ourselves, or to build something, beautiful: whether it’s to be a beautiful man, a beautiful woman in look, to have a beautiful mind, a beautiful soul, to create a beautiful melody, beautiful photograph, beautiful moment, or to build something of magnificence that holds any or all of other beautiful things.

I guess that’s our destination, our goal. And we might just be content if we truly had any one of those.
2
2
Oct

it’s been a month - a month that is as long as a decade.

I’m here, in a foreign land, under the crimson gold sunshine, looking out of the window and reminiscing the past. What would it be like in Hanoi right now? What would it be like to be alone in Hanoi right now? What would it be like to be alone in the States right now?

It feels strange to lose one person waiting for you to come back.
2
23
Sep

“if you can survive you must remember that I love you.”

will stand up and move forward. One day, I will be able to make you smile. I’ll live to the fullest, I will live for your part. Please always be by my side, you will get to see the famous United States. Didn’t you always want to know what the States is like? Didn’t I tell you I would bring you and mom to the States for my graduation? Why did you have to leave so early? Why?

Follow my steps, you’ll get to see places that you never got to visit through your life. Maybe you’ll travel with me to your favorite China soon.

One day, you can smile and know that you no longer have to worry about me.
1
16
Sep

May next life we, at least, pass by each other again. I miss you dearly it breaks my heart.