I hope you are heading eastward and find peace in your soul. I’m sorry I’m such a coward. I’m actually glad to be abroad at this moment. I can’t imagine how I would be able to stand if I had to see your face in the coffin. I really don’t know how I would be able to deal with it if I had to be there and live the fact that you are gone.
I am sorry I wasn’t able to tell you I love you the last time we were on the phone before my flight. I am such a coward. At the last minute and I still couldn’t say it. I don’t know if you were able to read the text I sent you before my flight departed saying: Please take care I love you dad. I didn’t have enough courage to say it out loud that I had to text you. Now I really wish you did, so that you can rest in peace with a wonderful knowledge that you are loved.
If there is another life, I wish you would live it better - a life that you don’t regret, a life in which you’re able to find true happiness.